walking

I have been walking alot. I walk to college everyday, i walk around college almost forever, i walk up the stairs to classes (run sometimes), i walk to sunway pyramid mall when i had to, i walk back to the condo everyday after my classes, i walk to dinner, i walk to sports centre just to play my favourite sports, yea, i walk alot, almost never ending. Of all these walks, tiring as they can be, i found them nothing compared to a certain walk in my life in which tires both my body and spirit, it starts at a point and never ends-My walk with God.

Unlike walking to places, walking with God never ends and never stops, its forever and for life. Its not easy and trust me, its tiring and frustrating at times. There is no such thing as rest or just putting it aside for awhile. Walking with God is a constant thing, its like traveling on a journey, you never stop in a journey to a certain place, you keep going until you reach the destination; same thing with the walk with God, its just that the destination is eternity, thus it wont come until we have gone through our second death.

Walking with Him had never been easy, and many times i fell unseizingly. The walk with God its the most tiring and exhausting walk in my life, and what is most surprising is i havent even walked half or a quarter of the journey yet, there is still a long way to go. Everyday i not only walk to places physically, but at the same time, i am walking with Him by my side, i am walking with Him close to my heart. At times when i was happy, He was there, at times when i was sad and down, He was also there. His presence never left me, but many times i forsake Him and acted as if He wasnt with me, complained and found myself filled with nothing but foolishness.

My walk with God isnt just merely a walk, its more than that, its doing what is right in my life according to His commandment, and have a close relationship with Him. Throughout the walk, i have to trust Him to guard me and have faith that He will look after me. Its never easy to trust someone in which you cannot see with your own eyes neither can you feel it literally, but i do feel His presence surrounding me everywhere i go, He is the reason i walk cheerfully many times and He is also the reason why when i am just too tired to walk, i continued walking. He gave me strength to carry on with life when things go rough, and when i am just too worn out and weary, He carries me with the loving arms of His.

I walk alot. I walk to many places in which i could reach with my feet, but the most wonderful walk in my life thus far and in time to come is a certain walk in which i treasure the most, it starts at a point and never ends-My walk with God.